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You can't force me.

You said, it's okay, I don't have to do the things i don't wanna do...
or at least it seemed like you said that.
that's.when i beamed...
Thank you for lovin me the way i just am...
I don't need to be anything for you, just myself, right?
Year after year he'd been telling me, come as you are...
I never realized it was meant for me.
or I may have been consciously disregarding it.
or subconsciously...i wasn't ready to face it.
Meanwhile he's got a family and children.
...
Now, here I am again with someone who claims to accept me.
But, funny, you're awfully young for me...
I couldn't possibly..even dream of...
well..maybe I can fantacize a little..that won't do any harm...
no, even that I should restrain myself from..I feel guilty.
All I could do is thanking you for your courage, sincerity and care..
Shame on me to be regarded as a fragile female..
But that's all I guess..
You're terribly smart to jump at anything and I appreciate that.
That you're serious about things...