머루게따...도대체...
그애가..멀..생각하눈지..
내가..짝사랑하눈아이...잊울려구..마음먹꾸...연락울..안해따..
구리고....잊을려고..열띠미.노력한만큼..마니...이루어지눈거같았따..
군데...어제...갑짜기..문자가와따..
요줌에..왜.연락안하냐구..실망이라구..ㅡㅡ
구리고..내가..문자를보내니..조금뒤..저나가와따...
자기폰으로눈..원래..저나..잘안하눈앤데...
2번이나...벨이울려찌만..난...너무..놀라꺼...떠..머루게따..
저나룰..안받꺼...지굼..머하누라거.저나룰못받눈다거..문자룰보내따..
그리구..무순일있눈거냐구?문자룰..보냈찌만..답이없어따...
구담날..다시...왜..대답이..없냐구...무순일있눈거냐구..문자룰..보내찌만...
여전히..대답이없따...또다시..화가났따...
.......왜...내가..그토록..잊울려구..노력해서..간신히..잊혀갈려눈데...
연락울해서...또다시..자기이룸을..나한테..알려서...
또다시....그애생각울..한다..
이번주면...다시..기숙사루..두러간다...
거기서..얘둘울..만나면...떠다시..그애에게..용기룰..내어서..연락울할찌머루게따...
ㅇ ㅏ....이런내자신이..바보같따...
도대체...사랑이란게멀까...
아니...누군갈....누군갈..좋아한다눈건..넘...힘둘다..
더군다나...그사람이..그걸..머루면..더..힘둘다..ㅠㅠ