It's Valentine's day today.
Well, of course I've got no chocolate because my school isn't coeducational and I don't even go to a private academy or something; so I don't know any boy.
Ha, you think it's unrealistic, huh?

But that's OK, since I'll go to a co-ed high school this March.
Yeah, I don't think i'll be able to have a boyfriend or anything, considering that I'm ugly rather than attractive.
Oh, I can't believe I'm talking about my future boyfriend when there're much more important things to worry about than THAT.

Actually, I'm worried over the new high school life.
I don't even graduate yet, but anyway I'll go there this March.
And I know that school's really competitive because every student accepted there has the best grade point average at his/her middle school.(Except me, my GPA was the eleventh at my school..)
Moreover, I don't study much these days, only for, like one hour and a half or two hours a day.
Everybody studies for seven~eight hours a day. THAT makes me crazy but I can't resist myself!

Yeah, I KNOW it's always the hardest thing to be a winner to yourself, and I KNOW how much time you study a day is NOT important, what important is how much time you concentrate a day.
But, you know, my mind is not what I can do something about.

And I don't have the passion now I usually had during middle school. Dunno why it's gone.
Maybe I'm tired of my dream, I went for it for, like, two years, you know.
The problem is, THERE"S NO OTHER DREAM I WANT TO MAKE REAL THAN THAT.

Dunno what to do. Dunno what I want to do. Dunno what I should do. Dunno what I can do.
And, I dunno what I will do.