Day after day, month after month, I try not to be thoughtful..
nor be sad.. however these pain in my heart spread out when
things are not properly arranged...it's been a great days or very
dangerous adventure. I would not think about the "dark side"
cuz I am having enough thoughts. I wonder what would happen
if i didn't make any decision for that thing. It's been a such
a pleasure that I can make people happy and being a part of
organization. I turn around and back to my rest place; "it's been
a very pleasure day!" "I would live just like today"
or "Tomorrow maybe little bit brighter then today"
I don't wanna bragg myself, I am tired though...
I am scared when I feel sad and loneliness..
Think are not making me satisfied..
but i won't cry cuz i cried enough..
I left my drum stick...music.and art
I was looking for drum machine in arcades..
just wanna stress out my feeling doing that thing again as a rountine
I wanna play, sing, paint, and visualize my feeling
But..main fact I can't do it now..because I am nothing rightnow...]
I wanna mylife be brighter in tomorrow!!
I hope..
Forever...........
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